Half Full?

So I chuckle when it hurts
And I smirk when I see pain
It's a habit I formed long ago
Don't misread me, I'm okay

I just need release
From negativity
I just need to see
Insanity prevail

Giddyness is always my reaction in a crisis
It's a coping mechanism that I feed for inner stasis
I just need release I just need my glass to be half full and not the other
I just need some peace some reason to believe that I won't be another

Pessimistic masochistic hypocritic fuck
Narcisistic gone ballistic hyped franetic punk
Egocentric snob eclectic fed electric waste
Pornoholic hyperbolic way beyond good taste

Black comedy it feeds me well
With fun in the beholder
Encased in such a shallow shell
A smile can make me bolder

Later-E